Decisions

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Decision to be educated, based on the fear of being illiterate.

Decision to speak, based on the fear of never being heard.

Decision to hate, based on the fear of learning the truth.

Decision to be a friend, based on the fear of being ignored.

Decision to be a mother, based on the fear of not being in control.

Decision to travel, based on the fear of being ignorant.

Decision to swim, based on the fear of drowning.

Decision to be happy, based on the fear of a life of unhappiness.

Decision to sing, based on the fear of living in poverty.

Decision to marry, based on the fear of eternal solitude.

Decision to drink, based on the fear of remembering.

Decision to write, based on the fear of never expressing one´s fears´.

Decisions based on fear

Do we simply do things out of fear? Are all our decisions about life, people, the future simply based on our fear?
For example:
I want that new car. If I do not have that car, then all the number of years, I have been on the earth I have not progressed, can that simply be measured by not having a car.

I should be having children now, the fear of people´s perception, if a woman does not have children. Or the fear of being along and carrying on with my blood line if I do not have a child.

I know I got married, simply because I thought I would be the last one on the shelf, and I was only in in my late 20´s.

Are we simply gauged to make decisions on how we feel or are they simply based on fears?



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Negativity vs Grief

I was reading an interesting article, which made me think, do we spend our times grieving and this is the reason for so much negativity or is it because we are consumed with negativity this makes us constantly grieve.

Not sure I know the answer, the answer was given, as it is because of our grieving, which is in terms of disappointment, losing a job, friend, house etc. that causes us to have so much negativity in our lives.

I still feel, that we expect things to be bad, and we are consumed with negativity which makes us draw on the flaws of others…………….

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Inside my Head

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Beating

Racing

Awakening

Drumming

Running

Sprinting

Sweating

Thumping

Thinking

Believeing

Hoping

Dreaming

Visualising

Feeling

Inspiring

Aspiring

Tiring

Retiring

Breathing

Relieving

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Being a Mother

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Beauty

The pain

The agony

The push

The pull

The screams

The cries

And then he came

Beauty

In my arms

In my life

At last we meet face to face

At last you are by my side

Those feet that used to push

Those arms that used to punch

That body that used to turn

That back that used to hurt

Right inside of me

No longer inside

Now on the outside

Rubbing my hands against you

Stroking my fingers along you

Poking you

Are you real?

Proding you

Are you real?

Touching you

Beauty

At last you are here

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I hate women drivers!

I hate women drivers!

Why, can they not park?

Near the kerb?

Not anywhere

With no regards!

I hate women drivers!

Especially in the dark

They put on their blinkers

Because, they can not see.

The problem, is neither can we!

I hate women drivers!

How they love to drive fast

Only for school runs

Then they cruise all day long

I hate women drivers!

Do they believe?

That the traffic lights are stops

To make phone calls

For their daily needs

I hate women drivers!

Can they see there are lines in the road?

They signify lanes

You should only drive in one

Not in all 3!

I hate women drivers!

They stop at zebra crossings

Because they feel this is the time

To speak to their friends and catch up

What feels like an hour long!

I hate women drivers

Oh, I wish men

will stop shouting

THIS AT ME!

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